thelilvamp'
femme
Standing 5'2"
Taurus baby.
love shopping ♥ love eating ♥ love
dieting ♥ love slim-fit ♥ love gfs ♥ love bitching ♥
love being naughty ♥ love hotstuffs ♥
love ma baby ♥ ♥ ♥
11.07 | 12.07 | 01.08 | 02.08 |
03.08 | 04.08 | 05.08 | 06.08 | 07.08 | 08.08 |
Thursday, January 31, 2008 1:57 PM
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I got evrything settled alr. it's like finally. took up d course i always wanted in BMC. Only at most 10 students per class frm what i heard. I guess i'll b the youngest there? lol Hopefully all d classmates dere are nice lo. hrmm, i hav d urge to do a second one ahhahaha. shit. it's like addictive can.
if he noes abt it
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.
.
DANG DANG~
i guess he'll b nagging away. But if hes here wit me even if hes gonna nag 24/7, i rlly cant be bothered man. As long as hes not so out of reach -.- whatevr it is, i'll listen ok. im wondering what have changed and what dint =/
Awww, tt stupid gerl of mine kept crying. shes daphy. dont be too sad alright gerl. im only leaving sch not leaving forever. im still here alrights. we can always mit up when we're free. & fret not, im still just a pone call away. we're still bestie. i noe u cant bear d separation, im feeling d same too. In life, we have to bid goodbye to somethings and some ppl in order to achieve sth we rlly desire or to d place we belong. no matter what, my lovely duckie, do d things u think u should do. ppl should see you as who ure not who dey want you to be. Kip rocking my gerl. will be missing you alot alrights. loves!~
Now. This time.
it seems like im rlly going my own way.
it's sth v new to me.
i'll definately find my way to my future
& it same goes to my dearest love.
Time flies and i'll see you v soon.
evrything will b fine if we kip holding on.
if he noes abt it
.
.
.
DANG DANG~
i guess he'll b nagging away. But if hes here wit me even if hes gonna nag 24/7, i rlly cant be bothered man. As long as hes not so out of reach -.- whatevr it is, i'll listen ok. im wondering what have changed and what dint =/
Awww, tt stupid gerl of mine kept crying. shes daphy. dont be too sad alright gerl. im only leaving sch not leaving forever. im still here alrights. we can always mit up when we're free. & fret not, im still just a pone call away. we're still bestie. i noe u cant bear d separation, im feeling d same too. In life, we have to bid goodbye to somethings and some ppl in order to achieve sth we rlly desire or to d place we belong. no matter what, my lovely duckie, do d things u think u should do. ppl should see you as who ure not who dey want you to be. Kip rocking my gerl. will be missing you alot alrights. loves!~
Now. This time.
it seems like im rlly going my own way.
it's sth v new to me.
i'll definately find my way to my future
& it same goes to my dearest love.
Time flies and i'll see you v soon.
evrything will b fine if we kip holding on.
Sunday, January 27, 2008 4:21 PM
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Evrybody tells me to stop finding shortcuts. dey kip saying that i should try, dey kip splashing cold water on me, kip discouraging me, kip telling me i'll regret, it's fer my own good. I still insisted. fyi, no matter who is it. im not taking shortcut now and i noe what im doing now. Im a very stubborn gerl. this character of mine doesnt leave a good impression, i noe. im risking now. i cant force myself to do things i dont like. thats me. i've got my own thinking.
&& i rlly appreciate those who understand&support me,
the ones who advise me instead of pushing me into sth i dont like.
frm all this i can see who rlly understand me the most.
my both lovely wifey; limin&hweeyee.
i want a kitten~~~~
i feel like adopting one.
hees.
&& i rlly appreciate those who understand&support me,
the ones who advise me instead of pushing me into sth i dont like.
frm all this i can see who rlly understand me the most.
my both lovely wifey; limin&hweeyee.
i want a kitten~~~~
i feel like adopting one.
hees.
Saturday, January 26, 2008 2:42 PM
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i almost die last night -.-" i guess it's virus attack. Both my arms were as red as crab and itching, my knees oso. I tot im going to remain like this the whole of my life. i wanted to die at that moment ok. PANIC can. i called daphy instantly. almost burst out into tears. aft all the aloe vera gel, powder and anti-insect thingy. i finally turned better. luckily it's fine now :]
i can only start d thingy aft i fully recover. such an ass can
-.-" faye have some patience.
Things i seriously must get started wit :
- PACK MY ROOM ASAP.
- FIND THE DETAILS,CONFIRM&SETTLE D CASH.
- NXT GENEVA SESSION.
- FABULOUS TRIAL.
- DO MY HAIR.
- PERM EYELASH.
- CHANGE MY PHONE.
- I WANT A KITTEN.
2:25 PM
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super mini size.
i like okays :)
okay now what. im gona check out all d things i wana do and see if it's possible. despite ppl's scoldings and advices, i tink mrs singh is right. i nid to think fer myself, what i rlly want. i couldnt talk to the person who noes me best as that somebody is not by my side currently. i can only crack my brain thinking. & sadiq is getting flared up wit me i guess hahaha. he thinks im VERY stubborn. hahs but no choice thats my character i noe it v well. Tml no plan yet. nn im so broke now ;(
i want him to appear infront of me right now can =/
so long since i last feel this.
DAPHY! used our pic to catch ur attention if ure reading this.
i noe mayb the things im doing now is foolish to evryone,including u. im not changing cus of that particular 'key'. People do rlly change and i noe my change u might not get used to it. and my decision, i'll hav to separate wit my super gf. but i have to think fer the long run. i have to do what is rlly fer me. it's not finalise yet i still nid time to check things out first. kip it low fer me. i dont want more ppl to influence or scold me anymore. kinda sick of it this few days. though at times i noe we both are unhappy abt what each other do,we just kip quiet cus it's minor prob and it's not gona affect us. still as my gf, i hope u understand and whatevr happen, ure still my gff. nth can change this fact. love u sweetie!
Friday, January 25, 2008 12:57 AM
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I tink i seriously nid to tink abt the sec5 thingy again. i noe evrybody is like encouraging me to contiune instead of dropping out. but i dono. rlly dono what decision i should make. i noe 'O' level cert is very important nowadays,evrywher u go is a must to have it. i dont feel like wasting the year just like that. i've been slacking fer FOUR yrs and this bloody slacker got 8points fer 'N'level and eventually promote to sec5 aft speaking wit so many ppl. none ask me to quit cus evryone noes how important it is. zzzzzzz but now now now now now. wth i cant bring myself to settle down and study. hmwk which are long dued are still undone in my file. one week absent 2days? how to contiune. i dont hate school but i dont feel like studying. it's like just not fer me. im like daydreaming and just wasting my time in class. felt abit moron cus im sort of wasting my life in school doing things im not interested and what more, i dint put in any effort in school work at all. what am i going to do? i cant listen to others anymore. i nid to think it thru myself. mayb dropping out now is a better choice now? once and fer all. tsktsk. i cant b bothered wit what ppl's thinking. im a slacker? yes i admit. and im scare of failing my 'O's? not at all alright. i just dont feel like wasting time. what is the thing im rlly good in? come to me now can. i nid to noe. it's a rlly big decision to make this time. BANG! kill me -.-"
and i seriously nid to go on an diet. my thighs are getting so hugeeeeeee aft my weight gained since december. im like an elephant now. fat is the word to describe me right now >.<
i wana b pocket sized.
gosh!
someone is stuck inside my head =/
i cant stop thinking.
get bk to the ground, faye.
stop thinking.
and i seriously nid to go on an diet. my thighs are getting so hugeeeeeee aft my weight gained since december. im like an elephant now. fat is the word to describe me right now >.<
i wana b pocket sized.
gosh!
someone is stuck inside my head =/
i cant stop thinking.
get bk to the ground, faye.
stop thinking.
Thursday, January 24, 2008 4:52 AM
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:D
teehees
did my first. thks kai so much can.
all credits goes to him
teehees
did my first. thks kai so much can.
all credits goes to him
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 3:13 PM
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skin color, hair color, one more size down.
it's still as important i cant deny.
it's still as important i cant deny.
Sunday, January 20, 2008 5:27 PM
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i can recognise.
urs.mine.ours.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 6:39 AM
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ayu ayu ayu ayu ayu ayu ayu
shes still the love.
Thursday, January 17, 2008 2:41 PM
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wahaha. giving cold&hot signals,
turning rounds and rounds
ure such an ass.
but i feel like seeing you right nowwwwww
turning rounds and rounds
ure such an ass.
but i feel like seeing you right nowwwwww
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 3:27 PM
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my blog is getting more and more boring w/o pics.
skip sch,nv hand in work and starting to fall aslp.
dint go sch today. woke up at 12plus. mkn den slp bk at 2plus.
and i dint noe forest got reception hah. how nice uh.
skip sch,nv hand in work and starting to fall aslp.
dint go sch today. woke up at 12plus. mkn den slp bk at 2plus.
and i dint noe forest got reception hah. how nice uh.
5:04 AM
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"" LIE ABOUT US "
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things we
Need to discuss I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust. you say that things getting old sneakin'
Round creepin' and love on the low but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't wait to
Let them know about us.
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me
Long ago.
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go
So baby ..
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love,
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.
But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we make for just lust,
You are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know.
But babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't
Wait to tell the world about us.
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longer
Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait for you) longer, longer
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things we
Need to discuss I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust. you say that things getting old sneakin'
Round creepin' and love on the low but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't wait to
Let them know about us.
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me
Long ago.
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go
So baby ..
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love,
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.
But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we make for just lust,
You are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know.
But babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't
Wait to tell the world about us.
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longer
Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait for you) longer, longer
Monday, January 14, 2008 3:36 AM
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walau. im feeling bad and gulity now. first of all i dint even open my sch bag/do any hmwk during d weekends. second is i misunderstood someone. thirdly, i got caught in some sort of complicated stuff =/
sorry a hundred times to a few person. i shall not mention names.
i dint noe i could do all this so nice and smoothly -.-"
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whatmore. i tink someone made my heart react abit.
not the usual one i like. an unusual one fer me tsktsk.
i noe im multitasking.
i dono what kind of feeling im having now;
my heart cant beat normally
cant go bk to normal
want&dontwant kind of feeling.
WTH! ~
make me back to normal.
sorry a hundred times to a few person. i shall not mention names.
i dint noe i could do all this so nice and smoothly -.-"
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whatmore. i tink someone made my heart react abit.
not the usual one i like. an unusual one fer me tsktsk.
i noe im multitasking.
i dono what kind of feeling im having now;
my heart cant beat normally
cant go bk to normal
want&dontwant kind of feeling.
WTH! ~
make me back to normal.
Sunday, January 13, 2008 10:10 AM
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friends come and go, just like boys. what can i say? when there's no commitment evrything is fun. howevr when commitment is involves, things will eventually start to change. rely and trusting ppl is totally nonsenses. evrybody is wearing a mask,inculding me. im changing it now and den.
im seeing evrything in another point of view.
all the way, things should hav been this way.
i've let out the other side of cjx.
i noe some ppl will hate it but im loving it
:]
Weekends are fattening days but i totally cant resist eating haha. Been eating since i woke up. just finish ramly burger. so freaking full now. i feel like slping again. what a lz bum hehs!
Thursday, January 10, 2008 2:54 PM
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Hold on,not.
mayb i shall just let go?
perhaps holding on isnt the right way.
evrything just seems wrong now
=/
cus i dont see u wit me,
cus i always seems to b d last to noe,
cus i tink u dont nid me,
cus i dont seems special,
cus i dont wana destroy myself,
cus u make me think it's only me,
cus u said so much but i dont see it,
cus ure sucha pain in d ass,
cus i nv tot u would evr do that,
cus u do so much damaged,
cus my caller ID dont shows ur number.
Look at what u've done.
damn. fuck you.
i feel like kicking u all over.
im pissed,
so pissed wit u.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 2:22 PM
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I rlly cant wait to be what i wana be. so tempting can haha.
but i guess i still nid some time ;)
but i guess i still nid some time ;)
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 6:10 AM
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Free frm work,tied down by sch. endless dl-ing of songs. back to sch tml. so sickening. my brain is suffocating, my room is so stuffy. ya laaaa lz and dirty fellow i admit. and i overspent ytd aft work on unnessary stuffs -.-" suddenly tot of meihao and i called her but no ans. too bad tsk. && how come recently dere's so many cute babies. i want one tooo. how cuteee can dey be. but pls minus their endless-highpitched-irritating crying haha.
oh. I nearly forgotten to mention i saw a mly/indian guy who look like Sean Paul at parkway last nite. Ever since that moment "give it to you" kip repeating in my head ahhahaha. asshole. and please im not attracted to him but just that he look so "Sean Paul".
oh. I nearly forgotten to mention i saw a mly/indian guy who look like Sean Paul at parkway last nite. Ever since that moment "give it to you" kip repeating in my head ahhahaha. asshole. and please im not attracted to him but just that he look so "Sean Paul".
Monday, January 07, 2008 3:41 PM
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Back frm work. im like half-dead now cus dint have ample rest since sch starts. damn, Trans-island bus is always full of cockcroaches. yucks! and it totally freaked me out otw home just now. i was initially sitting alone and i actually shifted to sit wit one bangla man two seats infront of me. wth can. ppl was like looking at me wit that weird look. HELLO? who the hell will shift to sit wit a bangla when ure actually comfortably sitted at the second last row? and wher the hell the cockcroaches comes frm? && why is it in the air-con bus? eeeks. i rlly cant stand insects. disgusting.
Second week of sch and im feeling so ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!~
I feel like vanishing in sch again -.-" sch is sucha byitch.
Enough said.
Second week of sch and im feeling so ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!~
I feel like vanishing in sch again -.-" sch is sucha byitch.
Enough said.
Sunday, January 06, 2008 7:01 AM
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suddenly tot of this song
hahaha this song very long ago one sia
Saturday, January 05, 2008 12:04 PM
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Just finish watching the whole of 'the magicians of love' hahaha. it's very long since i last watched these taiwan drama. these dramas always make ppl want to watch dem non-stop hahaha. entertaining la. wahaha but tt show definately made me go crazy fer rugged guys even more. fer those ppl who noe me, definately noe i dont like guys to look too neat, too good boys or evn young. i have weird taste i admit. motors, tough character/look, tanned, sideburns, sexy shoulders and their ruggedness. all these are enough to make me go a lil nuts. hees.
walau, sch is making me super tired can =/ but gotta get use to it. i have and must get that stupid 'O'level cert. i cant let go the future i always dream of, the perfect picture which always appear in my head. i noe i work best alone now.
lastly love, u noe i always hope things are at d best fer u. aft all this happenings i noe u learnt ur lesson. whatevr is it now, i hope ure at ur safest state. regardless of wher ure, im sure u can hear me. misses. do tc.
walau, sch is making me super tired can =/ but gotta get use to it. i have and must get that stupid 'O'level cert. i cant let go the future i always dream of, the perfect picture which always appear in my head. i noe i work best alone now.
lastly love, u noe i always hope things are at d best fer u. aft all this happenings i noe u learnt ur lesson. whatevr is it now, i hope ure at ur safest state. regardless of wher ure, im sure u can hear me. misses. do tc.
Thursday, January 03, 2008 3:28 PM
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thkyou mum so much. despite all those hard times ure having now u still give it to me. i rlly dono how to express this to ya though. im a gerl and which gerl would want such things to happen. whatevr so mum. i'll make u proud of me one day.
&& i finally received his call, updated news abt him tsk.....=/
hope things will have a turn. god bless him.
all our love stay in my heart.
&& i finally received his call, updated news abt him tsk.....=/
hope things will have a turn. god bless him.
all our love stay in my heart.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 7:49 AM
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2008 now. gotta buck up.
some things to do to make this yr a better one :)
attend sch evryday. dont overslp. dont overspend. dont bitch ard. study. more beauty care. tuition wit hy. learn to love myself more.
school is starting tml. a little excited also a little unwillingness to go bk to sch. i feel like slacking at home today but ltr on have head down to parkway to collect my pay and also get some stuff fer school. wana come home earlier so im going alone. tsktsk. go alone sekali overspend sia. whatevr la. off to prepare liao~~
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 5:28 PM
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though i said i wont evr let u go,though i noe u dint forget me at all,though our love dint disappear but i tink it's enough. u said u love me, but ure not here wit me. u left me hanging dere. u'll nv noe how i felt at that point of time; ur most beloved letting u down. i can nv forget that feeling.
noe u too well alr. i noe u can run away frm evryone but not ur heart and guilt. i noe d songs will still eventually haunt u. i noe we cant rlly forget. letting go this time might rlly be the end. i noe i'll miss u but i got to find the way to where i belong.
i still love u though.
noe u too well alr. i noe u can run away frm evryone but not ur heart and guilt. i noe d songs will still eventually haunt u. i noe we cant rlly forget. letting go this time might rlly be the end. i noe i'll miss u but i got to find the way to where i belong.
i still love u though.