it feel back like the first time

everlasting. bond. love. peace. bliss
????????????

im not blogging here anymore. im swopping over to my new blogger :D my precious blog here is gona rot cus i dont want to delete it either hurhur. new blog new start. just me and ma baby. friends pls relink me thks






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i love you ling ;)



much love.

How many gfs in this world are actually fer real? mayb 1 or 2 in this life fer me?

who wil be dere, whos the take fer granted ones, whos treat ppl as spare tires, who look down on ppl, whos the closest, whos the fake one. all these i think are all blurish to others bt we noe deep down inside.

we like to wear masks, dont we?
we're all as evil. im not trying to make myself feel better alright. this is the real world. let ppl do to you while you sit and be prepared to get stabbed. i cant do this anymore cus nice ppl always die earlier.

Just understand this; people come and go.

evn the sweetest thing cn be dumped to the back of the brain.

why should i care ? why should i bother?
whatmore, they're not evn my husband/children/family etc.







ciao.

baby over at ma place. hurhur~
u sucks darling. i love you.
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what does it pays to be a good person? nothing.
what does it pays to do more than usual? nothing.
what does it pays to work harder? nothing.

now whats wrong wit me? nothing.
then why am i typing this? cus nothing.

gonna prepare earlier ltr on~ fetching ma precious. i wana go far east to develop some digital prints hurhur~ awwwwwwh im soooooooo sad. anymore slimmer and i believe my boobs n butt wil disappear. cnt my face just slim down ABIT insteat of boobs ;(((((((((

&& i want wilber's new album
hurhurhur~

pardon pale face.


im sorry baby. though it's hard but please forgive me fer what i've done just now. i love you my dearest. i wont let anyone steal u ok. & i hate the fact that ure starting work tml ;(

spent two hours cleaning the room. so much dust cn. it's so much better now.miraclely my bro helped in cleaning it's like so wowwww hah. kepo kip following baby only tsktsk. national day spent at home uh. love the fireworks right syg. hurhur~


look at their slpy eyes heh

sucks im feeling feverish

okay aft alot alot happened. i mit up wit limin today.
sort of slacking day. we had two dinners just now,damn full.
baby came to mit us slightly later. ps den went home.
i enjoyed the mitup laopo though it's only awhile.







my eyes cant open properly now. slpt so late last nite and woke up @ 10am. canot take it sia. must rlly rest alr. i want my baby to rest properly oso. we two hav rlly turned into zombie cn. ok~ i comfy bed is calling fer me. love u dearest. muacks.

went fer his interview. bought hairdye and headed home. i love HOYU. i tink it's the best of all.
home cooked food. so long dint get to hav a taste of it. hehs i mean my mum's ;) & i hope baby get use to it. lovelove. dyed his hair fer him, luckily turned out good. look cuter uh weeeets~
baby went off ard 12plus, missed last bus hence he walked back. this is the advantage of staying near alrights hehe. okay im off to call my babylove. gdnite :D

huhu i made this my wallpaper. i love him innocent face. he step one innocent only heh~ no lar have to accept the fact tt he've got a bloody innocent face cn. unlike mine; evil face. wit that innocent looks, ppl like him tends to have some privilleges.

we slacked the whole day. feeling so bored in sg. i cant wait fer another trip heh. watched "The Mummy " wit baby just now. Rating i give 3.5 overall not bad. damn im having stomach cramps cn. was just tinking last night " wow menses is nt giving me cramps *giggles* " and turned out this morning i was waken up by dat pain -.- so suay~ panadol oso cant help me wit it.



i miss you ling.
though i hav ur shirt wit ur smell.
im missing u already.


u this shitass. aft bloggin this here comes a "gd news" wow. no more mood. byebye.

back frm airport. tired man today.
i noticed i dint hav any pic of my own only his.
i woke up too early 9.15am zzzz -.-"


baby

he came over n ate at my place. ahhaha he cn rlly play wit xuan2 snatch psp like two small kids. dat egghead cn actually call my mum "darling" by accident. hahaha he burst out into laughter instantly cn. mum nagged at him abt his job, warned him many things. we only looked at each other giving dat here-she-goes kind of face hurhur. huhu && sth exciting hes gona clean ma room wit me. its a gd thing fer a lz bum like me,isnt it? hiaks.

i wana shoppppp. i in love wit that kind of dress and i've yet to get my skirt, my guess bag, more tops more lingeries, i stil owe him one lonsdale. hah one of my fav sports brand heh.

hrmm, i wonder wher i keep dat shirt. im looking fer it. going to rest alr. nida wake up early tml too. swit dreams wan an~